So my friend that I have been dating for a while asked me to marry him. I always knew that I would marry a non-member, I honestly thought it would take one to understand and accept my past. I know beyond any doubt that Atonement plays such a huge part of my life and know that my Heavenly Father has forgiven me and loves me. But the men are human, so I knew it would take someone who could and would accept me with everything.
I told my parents a couple of days ago and they told me a couple of things to do, and I have done them and I know the answer to my prayers. I do not expect them to jump up and down but I did expect a little more than what i got. I understand they do not like it because he is a non member and it makes my life harder. I do understand that it will be ok. I get the fact that I love Kevin. I know what love is . For me to say yes is a big deal, matter of fact a huge deal. I never thought I would get married not for along time.
I talked to greg first. I believe my temple marriage is not forgotten. It is still in place, I just don't know if I would marry someone who wanted me to get a temple divorce. I never thought I would be writing that. I also understand no one understands the above comment.
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