Tonight I feel as if my whole life has changed. So many ways for the good and a few that I am worried about. Just when I feel comfortable with everything it feels as if that maybe comfort is not what i want anymore. I have done school for so long that it feels as if its a part of me and more than that it feels as if its a part of how I identify myself. So Can I identify myself as a Social worker. I am scared of the future. It feels as if there is no one to tell this too!!
4 months into the marriage. Kevin and I are very different and sometimes its a good thing and sometimes its very frustrating. I feel as if we both are facing this life together and we both see the future very very different. We have looked for so long at the same things and we have always seen everything different. So in reality nothing has changed that much. Do I want to always see white and he always sees black? I wish sometimes we would see the same colors. But one of the reasons I love him is because he sees the colors I do not or refuse to see.
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