Saturday, April 28, 2012

I just don't know

Most of my life I have seen the importance of journaling, so the blog comes easy for me. I believe if you write the good, bad, sad , happy then you can not forget it. Yesterday I went to Chicago with Uindy, I realized that was my last friday as a student there. But on the bus I had a great discussion with Nicole on my Church and some misconceptions she had with it. Then Jeff and I had a great discussion about our identities and how he feels if addict identifies him/herself as addict all the time then the identity gets mixed up in being an addict. So when I got home I walked in the door, I don't why I expect Kevin to acknowledge I am home but I do. I was excited to tell him about Navy Pier and how I thought we would enjoy it. But he did not. So I have let it just sat and bother me. I always try to tell him when I he helps around the house. But today I have worked hard at getting everything caught up and making the house look really nice. But he did not notice. He is so stressed out about his two classes I can not be stressed out about life right now. everything is changing for me which I under stand that means everything is changing for him.  I have tried to stay out of his way and everything. I am trying and I understand I am sat in my ways and I am used to being by myself.


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