Life

  I have learned over and over in my life, life is what you make it. But I get tired of making it sometimes. I had surgery on August 16th and it hurts. I have experienced a lot of things in my life that would be considered painful but this is has been the worse. I have never hurt this bad. It hurts to sit, it hurts to stand, and it really hurts to bend over. Today I drove, and you don't realize what muscles you use to drive with but my sides hurt. Yes, I am being a baby and I just want to tell someone it hurts!!! So I have been without medication all day. So all  I thought about when I got home was to take some pain pills. I know I should be off of them but I am not. I think I have overdone this weekend. I went to dad's party yesterday and then today I had all four classes and every class lasted the whole time. So it was uncomfortable to sit or stand. Driving home was horrible. So I am done complaining. Kevin (husband) has been wonderful. He is a great guy. He has told for me for years its your actions that tells someone that you love them, so with his actions it certainly has told me how much he loves me.