Today I have been thinking alot about my body. Years ago when I was using drugs what was I doing. I was hiding from the person that I had turned into. The person who could not protect my sister the person who could not tell our parents because I believe Warner, in his lies. The person who was not worthy to love because I had done horrible things.
Today I am doing things to my body and it is slowly destroy it. I have a fatty liver, GERD, VCD, Ashma, allergies to things I have never had before. Am I slowly killing myself. Did you know that caffeine is in the DSM book. I have one condition that is listed in the book. That scares me more than anything and to realize that my conditions could improve by me losing weight. Hmmmmm................Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm..... I think I need help because I am down also and that does not help...maybe time for a visit to Kathy?
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