changes

     I understand constant changes are a part of life. I am blessed because I am willing to listen to my Heavenly Father because of it. My heart is torn two ways right now. I am in KY for school, but there are events that have taken place that has may me pray again if I doing the right things.

Kevin hates it here. I love him and know he is the head of our family. He decided that he is moving back to Indianapolis to attend on campus class. His decision has made it a hard for me. I will stay here in Lexington for the next 18 months and study. I thought.....

Then all my applications I have put in after graduation, I am finally getting call backs on, just the wrong state.

The next thing I have been able to have my record sealed. It cost us a pretty penny and its was really expensive. I know its so worth it. I am really excited that it opens door that I have never thought about.

Kentucky has many different laws than Indiana concerning felons. Like you can not vote here unless you write the govern and get special permission here. But you can live in apartment complexs. but apparently you can find a job in social work world in kentucky. Although you have plenty available.

Then for the last several weeks I have this strong impression that I am needed in Indiana due to illness.  I thought my parents, but we talked with Barb. She is having testing done for lungs and a knot she has there. I have felt like she is sicker than I ever thought but I am praying. For our sake and Barbs. I love that lady and so happy Kevin has always had here. She is wise beyond her years. She is great example to me. Here is lady who loved Kevin's dad. But she loved his children like they were her own. How blessed Kevin is to have two ladies that love him like that. Barb understands Kevin, in many times she has helped me understand him. I am grateful she is there for me. I love my husband but he is strange in many things.

So now my life is chao and I just wish Heavenly Father would just send me a message board on what to do.

Love me