Saturday, December 29, 2012

My life is not what I imagine it to be, I am pretty sure no one live turns out the way they thought it would be when they were young. We moved to Lexington KY in August for me to start at University of Kentucky in the Master Program for social work. I am a really good student. When I told Kevin what I wanted to do he was like lets go. We got here and we have learned alot about ourselves.
First: I have turned to Heavenly Father more than ever. I have found out Kevin counts on me to pray about stuff. He understands that I know and understand the power of prayer.
Second: I have found that i have been truly lonely here, so I have read the scriptures more than I have ever. I found peace in reading the scriptures.
Third: I have found I allowed alot of outside noise in our marriage before coming here. I have enjoyed the quiet moments with Kevin. Or the fact that he is willing to just run to the store with me. We have had fun exploring Kentucky. So we will continue to do that in Indiana. There are plenty of things to do on date night and date day.
Fourth: We have learned how we communicate together. I have to direct with him and he has learned that I need time to be stressed and work it out in my head then we are ok.

Deciding to move back to Indianapolis has been hard, and it trusting Heavenly Father 100%. I have found that I have prayed more about this. I continue to think he has a great sense of humor about my life. The thing that keeps coming to my mind is : I will go and do the things the Lord has commanded!! I will go and do what I am ask to do.

I know everything I do is for the love of my family and for others. I dedicated my life to service and doing what the Lord has asked me to do. I love my Heavenly Father and so grateful for my wonderful and blessed life. I know that I was led to my husband. I know he is a good man. I am so grateful for his parents who taught him honor and good morals. I love him with my whole heart and know that he is one of many blessings that I do not deserve.
I know God gave me three beautiful wonderful sons. who has grown into amazing men, who is good men and I am so proud to be their mother. I do not deserve them nor will I ever take them for granted. I love to see them happy .
My parents are great examples to me of living a life to be proud of. I hope that I make them proud. I love them so much.
My sister is great example to me of what unconditional love is. She loves her family and I have seen her hurt more than anyone person deserves to hurt and she has never lost her faith.
I am grateful for Greg and the father he is. I am grateful that we have been able to stay great friends. I would miss him if anything ever happened to him. I see him in our sons he should be proud of that. I love him for being a good dad and the other half of our children.
Joyce

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