Who would you call?

 Today I was sitting and relaxing and reading a book. Its the books of questions. One of them is

If you were going to die soon and had only one phone call you could make, who would you call and what would you say?

I could think of people I would not have to call. Like my parents, they know I love them and I show them I love them. By doing the things they need done when they ask me to. I show them respect. But if I did call them I would tell my mom that she is a great mom. She has taught us by example and deed. That I truly would miss her as my mom and my friend. To watch out for the boys. Never change the rules in the house. Thank her for showing me what it is like to be married to her best friend. i would tell her that I know the Savior lives and he is waiting for me.

Then my dad, I would tell him I love him. Thank you for being such a great dad. I would tell him thank you for never never giving up on me. Thank you for considering me one of the miracles in his life and for helping me get back there. I love you dad and I will truly miss talking to you every day. Thank you for showing us what a Christ like life is. Thank you for teaching me how important family is .

 I would not have to call the boys because now they are grown who would I call. 
I know what I would say to each of them if I did not have long to live. 

Jason you are my first, I love you with all my mind and soul. Son, there is nothing I would not do for you or want for you. You taught me to love education. You have taught me to love to learn. I have watched your face light up since you were really young when you learned a new math skill. I am proud of you. I want you to know that Heavenly father loves you and he will listen to your prayers as well as mine for you.  remember some day Peter Pan can go away and you will be fine and happy. I am sorry that I missed parts of your life that I should have been there for. I am sorry that you had to live with your Grandparents instead of me being the mom you needed. I am sorry that you feel as if you need to protect your brothers when i should have been the protector. That my son is my biggest regret in life.

Aaron you have taught me so much in life. I think the biggest thing is laughter and happiness. No matter what you just keep going. You were kind of like my first one to as a young married person. you taught me patience and to chose my battles carefully. You taught me love the small things in life. You taught me to love everything from rocks to ants. You have seen the world from the top of the highest swingset to the bottom of the lake. You have not feared. I have loved seeing the world through your eyes. I love you and so proud to be your mom. I am sorry that i was not there for you as times in your life. I am sorry that I missed really important things that was important to you. I know Heavenly Father and the angels protect you I have seen it. Since before you were born you have been protected. Please keep that in the back of your mind as you finish your life. Be who you are and continue to let the angels protect you. I love you more then life. 

Kevin, I love you. You are the baby. You have taught me more than you will ever know. IYou have taught me that sometimes in life you have to be soft and tough all at the same time. You are small but you are mighty. I love you and so proud to be your mom. I have wanted you and your brothers since I was a small child. With my pregnancy it was hard and if I had not put you in jeopardy I would have kept having more. But when you came out and the blood thinners had past over to you and you almost died. I knew that I was done and Heavenly Father had let me keep you that you would be so loved. I love the fact how you three love each other more than your own lives.  I am proud of you and your choices.I love the fact that you are soft and romantic!!That you will go see Nicholas Sparks movies with me and that you will call and listen when you need advise. I am sorry that I was not there to teach you to cook or dance. The things I missed out with your brothers and you are my biggest regrets. 

I would have to call my sister. We know we love each other. We have life of good memories and laughter together. We have cried together and we have laughed until milk came through our noses. I would not have to call because she knows I love her and she loves me. If I did make her my last call I would share my testimony of the Savior and his love for me. To tell her please remind my children that I am there waiting for my family. 

My true friends, I would not have to call because I try to be a friend. I work really hard on the fact that i believe that your last words my truly be your last. I love my friends and the people that have touched my world. I would let them know I know I will see them

I would not have to call Greg. He knows how sorry I am for messing us up and that I have forgiven him. I would hopefully over the years showed him that I am so happy he is the father of our sons. I love you and I hope you have happiness and peace through out your life. 


I don't think I would make a phone call because all these people I would have talked to recently and I would have told how grateful I am and how much I love them. How about you? Who would you call?