I think today's date is really nice. 1-1-11. With it being all one's it could mean its time to start over at a new place. I know last year I almost let resentments build and stay with me. Then about end of November I realized what i was doing. Resentments for a person in recovery can be a really bad thing because it leads to the old way of thinking. According to the 12 steps it reminds me that resentment is the number one offender.
So in order for this to be then that means I have dig up the very things that led me down the road to the addiction. So I was on my way to thinking that no liked me or I wasn't really doing anything good in this life. So I have prayed and studied on this and I have decided for every time I want to "re-feel" or resent I will look at all the things I have done or that someone has done for me. So that leads me to my new year resolution of
17 second Miracle: I am keeping a journal for myself. Today's was when I went to my pod and saw Alicia which is this really cute nurse and she simply said "I am happy to see you I always enjoy working with you".
Please know that I always like you, even when we lose touch every few years! Also you are always doing something good by being my friend for a lifetime.
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