Starting over!

  Am I serious about this or not! Here it is October 25, and I have not stuck to my plan to use the 12 steps to lose weight. So I am rededicating myself and now I am adding actually attending the meetings again. I will go on Thursday nights and not make excuses. I still can make Grey's Anatomy.  hehehaha!  I am starting on step 1. Do I have the desire is the big question? I know in the book it is promise any amount of desire is better and than none. It also says if you keep doing the desire will grow. Lets see