Sunday

  I am helping with a Halloween party this coming weekend and I attended Carmel Ward sacrament meeting. I went expecting to know alot of people and realized that there is only a handful of people I know. I then went to my ward. I felt that I knew alot of people. I actually looked forward to seeing some of the people. I also realized that i have been so wrapped up in Me that I did not know some of the things going on in our ward.I realize I have alot of chances to make great friends and I love my house and the area where I live.  I have been so busy mad because I did not feel a part of the ward I realized that alot of it is me. I want to belong to eagle creek ward. It was nice to feel like it was home. Home is a interesting word to me. Its one that means safety, love and its ok to be who you are. I think of that often, I am not going to hold back and just learn to love the ward and start doing my stuff like I know I am capable of.
Joyce