Trust

  I also am amazed at the 12 steps and know how they work in my life. I decided it was time to move on to step 3. Which is Decide to your will and your life over to the care of God the Eternal Father and his son Jesus Christ.
This step is called the decision step because this where we decide to open ourselves to him and actually surrender on entire lives including past, present, and future to his care. So let me reflect on that it where I decide to turn everything over to my Heavenly Father.
 This step meant everything to me when I was dealing with the drug addiction, when I finally turned everything about my life to his care. I became willing to do as my Father directed me to do. That my Heavenly Father worked miracles on me.I knew that I was in his hands. I know I am here regardless of the consequences I have to pay. i often think if I had been addict for longer then 3 years I know I would be dead. But my body pays for it daily. My lungs are hurting a lot today!! The chemicals they use at work agitate the lungs then I set up chemical pneumonia in my lungs. Which in the end means lots of different medication. I know that I am here for a purpose and I am here to help people who is going down the same path. I am grateful for my life and for the knowledge that i know what ever happens that God is in charge. His plan for my life is always better then mine.